嗯...好久没有更新博客了。其实也不知道到底有没有人看，无所谓了，就当是给自己留个纪念吧。

一直很喜欢那种带着淡淡的感情的歌，也许是我这个人的情绪很少大起大伏。呵呵，一直很喜欢刘若英的《光》，在这首歌中，刘若英的声音始终夹带着一种淡淡的情绪。一点点忧伤，一点点怀念，一点点感伤，一点点感叹，一点点唏嘘。就是这一点点的情绪，刚刚好，不会太多，最能够在深夜勾起人的回忆。不得不承认，我骨子里还是个很感性的人，也许在别人面前再没心没肺，回到自己的小空间里，我还是那个我。特别喜欢那句：“幸好，曾为你流泪的眼眶，还亮着爱来过的光。”

歌的开头，刘若英说：“你好，睡了吗，不好意思这么晚打扰你，我是刘若英。”伴随着这段旁白，刘若英的歌声如潺潺的流水，从音箱中倾泻而出，冲刷着内心脆弱的感觉。刚刚看到别人对这首歌的评论，有人说：“歌者的感触刺痛着听者的脆弱”呵呵，大概吧。最后，随着钢琴的伴奏淡淡的隐去，刘若英缓缓地道出：“一整夜，只有爱，可以发光。”

第一次听到这首歌，里面沉稳的钢琴伴奏带着刘若英感性的声音把我深深地吸引住了。必须说，刘若英不算是一个很会唱歌的人，但是她的声音始终能够吸引我。大概就是里面那种感性，那种豁达，那种直爽。刘若英在歌中唱到：“想问你，是不是还记得我名字，当人海涨潮又退潮几次。” 是啊，当事过境迁以后所有事情都恍如隔世了。每次听到这首歌都让我想起一个人，一个我想我大概需要花一辈子的时间来忘记的人。这些年这些事，一下子一辈子，你都渡过了怎样的日子？如果说，我能再见你一次，请让我看到的还是你那灿烂的样子。呵呵，这首歌还真是能够映出我的心声。呵呵，我觉得身边没有一个人知道我在想什么，其实并没有人了解我是个什么样的人。大概他们认为不需要？还是不想？这个我不得而知。

不过还好，我并不孤单。

Hello~ Since today is the 1st day of yr 2009, i think i better blog something.

2008.. Hmmm, many things happened, to me, myself, i found it is quite a important yr. this is becuz i got my drive licence( in china though), i got my A level results(not very good though) and i am finally make my way to university. ha ha.. ya back to 4 yrs ago, my frienz in china were taking 高考, that time i was in sec 3 and was thinking by when i can make my way to uni. Now, FINALLY!!! i am quite happy with it. haha

last yr, i took my 1st sports CCA, Archery. ha ha, this is my 1st sports CCA. dunno why, i just like it. even though i am not the best archer in the team but i will work hard. YEAH~ remember CHEER for me. muhahahahahha

hmm..my roomie went back to china, and will be back next week. =____= good luck to me

wah wah.. blog blog... ^_^

I got a new handphone leh.. Samsung Soul U900.. ha ha.. think its quite cool, got one touch panel, and a 500 mega pixel camera... even though i dun like to take photo, but still quite excited.

Hmm.. exam started already.. i had 4 paper and 2 more to go.. left the most headache one, BS102 Biophysical Chem.. LOL... damn sian.. i dun like physics.. tt's why even though my O level Phy better than Bio, i still chose to study bio in JC... ok ok... BS102 is next tuesday and BS 104 is next thursday.. Hmm.. think BS104 should not be a big problem. muhahahahahaha

training resume next saturday and my exam finish next thursday.. some of them finished ytd lor(mildred, adeline they all -_-) hiaz....

ok ok. nothing to say.. i better go do something.

blog blog blog... muhahahahaha...

these few days... hmmm.. okay. dunno how to start..

thursday went to shoot with KS, shaoxiang, adeline mildred and sin yee.. its been very fun.. i think finally i know how to aim use my right eye, ya, next time go shoot must wear contact, cuz last last time i did not wear my contact lense, so very diff to aim nia... orh ya.. TJ joined us half way, then he also let us try to shoot with stabliser.. hmm, i think with stabliser, it is easier to pull and it is must stable when u aim..

anyway, my exam start next tuesday.. Intro to Bio and Principle of Econs... think should not be a very big prob. cuz the really terrible one is the other 2 core module.. organic chem, biophysical chem.. sian..

must study, but these few days i like very diff to concentrate, same happens be4 A level.. sian... luckily i still able to come to uni.. if not... OMG am i really need to go back china farming 0_0..

anyway, i think from today onwards cannot anyhow 使唤 mog, cuz i think someone will beat me up... up to now everytime i go hall 15 always feel very nervous.. keep thinking will kena beaten up by the guys there...

ok ok.. better go study... LOL..

since it is going to rain soon. so i think must as well i blog now, then rain until tml morning 0_0 muhahahahahaha..

anyway, ytd went for the last BS101 lect, was thinking maybe the lecturer will mention some thing abt exam like paper format and tips.. but sadly, nothing... anyway, i think BS101 should not be a big prob cuz its all abt basic things anyway (Introduction to Biology nia)..

hmm.... weekend ah... dun think did anything leh.. play game for 2 days. =_= i promised start studying from today... so i was studying since woke up. then just now went for lunch with Jia Hui, MJ and Mog and can14.. ha ha.

erm... like nothing to say already.. i go study le...

MUST RAIN UNTIL TML OKAY~!

muhaha. i am here again.

forget when was the last time i blog. think should not be too long ago.. ha ha. anyway, this week supposed to be the last week of this sem, but next week we still have 2 tutorials and 1 lect. After entering uni, i found the time passed so fast, its like 一眨眼 then 1 sem finished. compare to JC, uni is like so short...

anyway, last wet lab just finished half an hour ago. today was the second time i did gel electrophoresis in my life.. hmm, compare to J2 that time, today's seems much easier. cuz during J2 that time we have to made our own gel, whereas today, everything is provided, the only thing we need to do is to load the sample into the well and wait for half an hour. then stain and destain...this is our gel. there are 3 coloum.. 1st is the ladder which is the protein with known molecular weight, the second one is unknown 1 and 3rd one is unknown 2.... from this gel we know that unknown 1 has a smaller molecular weight than unknown 2, cuz unknown 1 ran faster than 2.. muhahahaha.. similar, ppl who have a lighter weight should run faster lol.............

hmm next next week is exam week already.. must study hard. ha ha ha

Ha... here i am again... Hmm...

today is still public holiday.. i think is deepavali ( am i spelling correctly??) doing my super sian 102 tutorial now.. but this time i think i am able to do most of the questions.. Last week... erm... okay better dun mention..

orh ya.. my roomie is not moving out.. he said he kena cheated by his frenz, i dunno wad happened, he also dun want to tell me. Huh.. he think i am so free, nothing to do everyday.. LOL.. actually i am a bit 不爽 about him.. okay okay.. a lot.. but i think he just too young to be considerate for others.. anyway i think i am doing quite okay as a roomie. I clean the floor 2 to 3 times per weeks ( which he never touch the mop since the day he move in), i clean all the tables, whenever i buy food always buy some for him, basically whatever i have will share with him. but.... hmmm... still remember tt time i got flu.. so nasal a bit cannot breath during sleep, so i think sometimes got snoring at night, wad he did was knock at the shelf in the middle of the 2 beds to wake me up.. then i am those kind of very easy to wake up but difficult to get into sleep one.. so in the end did not rest very well.. then i think my flu last quite a long period of time... =_= sian. still remember chanel asked me :" huh?? why u still haven recover from ur flu" i was like :"....................... =_=" then when my roomie slp, he must off all the light, close all the curtain and must in absolute silent, no matter wad u r doing, the room gets very hot inside, when u still want to do homework.. orh ya, btw he slp very early, ard 11plus he will sleep.. =_= super sian. okay better dun talk abt this anymore.. make me super 不爽... anyway, i think i did okay as roomie.. i am not his maid anyway... my sentence getting illogical already.. nvm.. even though i keep telling myself he's just too young (19 only).. but still 想起来就气..

anyway, this week is the last week for this sem.. wah lol... so fast, its like this sem just start then end already.. compare to JC that time.. time flies.... exam coming.. IVP selection coming.. must train...

okay, think complained quite a lot today... damn sian... next year if i am able to stay in hall must find someone not so selfish....

argh~~~~~~~~~~ okay lah.. i go do my 102 tutorial... everyone happy mugging...